Mark was born 7th march 1985 at 4.44 a.m., he was so perfect not a blemish on is perfect little face, the day Mark was born he made my life complete. Although it seems strange to say it now, but from the day Mark was born I new he would never make old bones, I dont know how I just new, I knew my time with him was special,

By the time he was 2 he so bright and full of live, my special little boy.

As Mark grew up he became a wonderful warm young man I was so proud to be able to call him my son. I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE WELL, I HAD GOOD TIMES AND BAD, FUN AND FRIENDS. PLEASE REMEMBER ME WITH HAPPINESS IN YOUR HEART. CELELBRATE THE TIME WE SHARED. NOW I AM GONE YOU YOU MUST NOT DWELL ON SADNESS AND SELF-PITY. DO THE HARDER THING AND LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR ME AND LIVE IT TO THE FULL. I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER TRULY FORGET ME. PLEASE DO THE THINGS I CANNOT DO AND SEE THE THINGS I CANNOT SEE. TELL ME ABOUT THESE THINGS WITH JOY IN YOUR HEART. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY SOUL AND I KNOW YOU LOVE ME WITH ALL OF YOURS. YOU GAVE ME MY FIRST BREATH AND SAW ME TO MY LAST, NOW HELP ME BREATH AGAIN THROUGH YOUR LIFE WELL LIVED, DONT NOW SUFFOCATE MY MEMORY WITH YOUR SADNESS,I KNOW YOU WILL DWELL ON WHAT IFS AND WHAT COULD BE, YOU WILL ALWAYS DO THAT, I KNOW YOU WISH I WAS THERE , I HAD TO LEAVE I COULDNT WAIT BUT YOU ARE STILL THERE. YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SADNESS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BAD SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WELL AND MAKE ME HAPPY. YOU GAVE ME THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO I AM, NOW I GIVE YOU YOURS, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULL AND BE ALL THAT YOU CAN.