Mark was born on the 7th march 1985 at 4.44a.m. I was 18 years old and I had longed for a baby boy he was everything I had imagined him to be and more, with huge blue eyes and perfect skin. I had to have 4 pints of blood after and nearly died, but im so glad I got to spend 18 years of my life with my special boy. and I would do it all over again.

Mark was not just my son he was best friend, we even went out drinking together, I miss Mark so so much it still feels like I have a limb missing, When you were born I could not believe you were mine, I watched you when you slept all of the time, My baby boy with eyes so blue, You were a special child this much I knew, We were always together side by side throufgh lifes ups and downs, You were the one, who kept my feet firmly on the ground, My rock my anchor my reason to carry on, Through the darkest days you always shone, Time went by you grew to be a handsome young man, Started your own buisness and got your own van, I was so proud of the man you had grown to be, My kind, caring, sweet, gorgeous son you were so precious to me, Then one awful autumn morning, there was a knock at the door, News you had been taken from me, id never see you gorgeous face no more, I cried and cried my heart had broken it two, I will never be the same a part of me died with you, I love you Mark and miss you more than words can say, I think of you every minute of every day, Rememeber Mark where ever you may be, you re my gorgeous son and you always will be.

I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE WELL, I HAD GOOD TIMES AND BAD, FUN AND FRIENDS. PLEASE REMEMBER ME WITH HAPPINESS IN YOUR HEART. CELELBRATE THE TIME WE SHARED. NOW I AM GONE YOU YOU MUST NOT DWELL ON SADNESS AND SELF-PITY. DO THE HARDER THING AND LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR ME AND LIVE IT TO THE FULL. I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER TRULY FORGET ME. PLEASE DO THE THINGS I CANNOT DO AND SEE THE THINGS I CANNOT SEE. TELL ME ABOUT THESE THINGS WITH JOY IN YOUR HEART. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY SOUL AND I KNOW YOU LOVE ME WITH ALL OF YOURS. YOU GAVE ME MY FIRST BREATH AND SAW ME TO MY LAST, NOW HELP ME BREATH AGAIN THROUGH YOUR LIFE WELL LIVED, DONT NOW SUFFOCATE MY MEMORY WITH YOUR SADNESS,I KNOW YOU WILL DWELL ON WHAT IFS AND WHAT COULD BE, YOU WILL ALWAYS DO THAT, I KNOW YOU WISH I WAS THERE , I HAD TO LEAVE I COULDNT WAIT BUT YOU ARE STILL THERE. YOU KNOW THAT YOUR SADNESS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BAD SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WELL AND MAKE ME HAPPY. YOU GAVE ME THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO I AM, NOW I GIVE YOU YOURS, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULL AND BE ALL THAT YOU CAN.